God’s Mercies after Suicide: Blessings Woven through a Mother’s Heart

What if you were in the house when your child shot himself there? What if you held him as his heartbeat stilled? What if Satan said in your ear, “Now where is Your God?”

This is a memoir about the loss of my son, Joshua, when he was twenty-five. It is an honest account of what happened on that sad day with a memory of his past within each chapter. There is also a journal page for a parent to write their thoughts, scriptures, and prayers. Yet, this is not just a sad story, it is about how God raised me up and reshaped me in the first turbulent three and a half years after Joshua’s death.

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